Friday, December 21, 2007

A Mother's Worries

In a blink of an eye, papa and mama have been with us for 1 month. In a few more months, they will go home and I will have to look for someone to care for Ian. My mind has been spinning for the last few days, worried about Ian’s future care-taker. Is she going to feed Ian with patience? Is she going to take good care of his skin? Maybe I am worrying myself unnecessarily.

Work has been challenging since I cut down my work hours. Expectations from me are still the same despite fewer working hours that I can put out. I am not doing my best at work. Two of my friends became stay home moms recently. I would do the same if this decision is independent of all other factors.

Little Ian continues to be our big joy. Our little music lover has picked up the harmonica lately and he does very well. Here are some pictures of him.

Ian doing the "Turkey Dance"
Started playing the harmonica at month 16...
Had a little skin irritation around one eye...
Hello hello? Who is this?
Ian helping with Christmas decorations
In his Christmas outfit

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Will constantly praying for you that God will provide the right caregiver for Ian.

Anonymous said...

Don't worry, sister....God will prepare the best timing for you and the BEST care for Ian....Sabrina..:)

funmama said...

a mom worries is nevery ending... till the children growing up as adult, we still will worry worry worry....
Just do what ever is best for them..Take good care of yourself too..